Writing at midnight

This is my attempt at exercise a couple of nights back, when I weighed 122.2kg. When I stepped on the scales tonight, I weighed 122.5kg. Fancy that. Weight never goes down. At least it isn’t rapidly increasing.

I need the extra meds because I am so unstable in my life. I can not cope, not with the loss of grandma and some of her cats. It puts a terrible strain on me, and reminds me that my own parents will most likely go before me.

I will really miss my parents if they go before me. I hope they make it to heaven. It feels lonely here, as they are celebrating their 44th wedding anniversary somewhere nearby. But I bless them.

I hope grandma is in heaven.

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Difficulty exercising, anyone?

I find doing 10 minutes of this exercise difficult. I can do 6 minutes of this kind of exercise before I get tired of standing in the one place for a couple of minutes. I enjoy doing very light exercise to some David and Diane Arkenstone music on YouTube.

I have done in the past 1 hour and 25 minutes of standing up light exercise within the past 2 years on a 3 shot cup of coffee, but that was a one-off. Due to my depression and my sedative side-effects of my medication, I can not do exercise for very long. I guess I do have motivation, but I do experience limited pain in my legs from making sure I don’t fall over. Guess it must be an anxiety condition.

I’m turning 32 on September 27th 2021, but I exercise like an old man. If I tried shadow boxing at moderate intensity, I could only do it for 30 seconds, perhaps less. I can’t compete with people who do regular exercise or young people who don’t take medication. God bless everybody fitter and stronger than me.

私の興味

私は興味がたくさんあります。私の興味は空手、テニス、神様、日本語と中国語です。

先週、私は空手のクラスを始まりました。とても楽しくて面白かったです。空手の先生は空手の言葉をたくさん教えました。

先月、私はテニスをしました。子供の時にテニスをたくさんしたから私のテニスが上手だと思います。

私は神様が愛していて毎日聖書を読みんです。私は地獄へ行きたくないだから良いことをたくさんして見ました。

私は日本語と中国語が少しできます。あまり勉強しないんです。日本と中国の新聞を読めません。

もしそのブログの言葉は違ったら、教えてください!日本語を教えてください!