I probably already put this video up. Nobody seems to watch it on my YouTube channel. It only has about 22 views to it. Sometimes I do wish it were more popular, but then I’d get a lot of trolling.
On a positive note, I weighed about 119.4kg on the scales today. This was due to me eating Truplenish instead of dinner last evening. I also went out yesterday on the bus to my favourite shopping mall. God bless me.
Maybe there is life after death. The death of the soul, with all its positive attributes, that is.
I’m not sure whether I was the heaviest I’ve been in this video. When I last went to the doctor in the middle of December 2021, I weighed 118.2kg. But now, I’ve been exercising a lot less.
I like this shirt that I was wearing. I felt I didn’t look too fat in it. I suppose it is better to be 118kg than 180kg, so I’ve got that going for me.
Today, I went to psycho-social rehabilitation, and I went to McDonald’s afterwards and ordered a double quarter pounder. It was so yum, but made me put on a stack of weight. But that’s how I roll! I roll like a ball!
Fat! I am so extremely fat! Indeed, I do a little bit more exercise at night on this increased dose of medication, but it doesn’t offset the metabolic retardation side-effect of the increased dose. I think that after I finish this packet of extra medication, I won’t buy anymore for a while until my weight comes down. I’ll have to endure the voices in my head.
Today mum took me to Currumbin, just outside Brisbane near Gold Coast. At Currumbin lodge were my family and mom’s friends, and we told each other anecdotes and stories about things we know. I had a good time.
I had a good chat with my support worker about mindfulness. He said I have the power of a deity in me. But deities are usually too proud, and I’d have to learn to regulate my ego and rage.