Face in the crowd

I was a little lonely today. I found out my cousin was making many lady friends. I felt a little depressed. I’m just a single person. I try to practice celibacy, to not bother women, or waste anybody else’s time.

I talked to a lady tonight at social tennis. She was from Japan. She had a western accent. She was nice to me. I didn’t tell her I had a disability. I don’t think she would of wanted to talk to me if I told her I had a schizo disorder.

But, overall, life is very lonely. It does teach me humility. It teaches me to love my enemies, and not be embittered towards them. God bless all people who have corrected me.