Daily writing prompt
What does freedom mean to you?

Well, I’d prefer it if I had the freedom to choose not to be medicated on anti-psychotics, but I understand there is no alternative, especially if the voices make me violent. So I do understand other people’s points of view when it comes to my schizophrenia.

To me, Australia has many, many freedoms. I am grateful to live in Australia. But, I wish the scientists would develop a cure for mental health issues. But technology isn’t advanced enough. Plus, the medications are very lucrative for the drug companies, so there’s no incentive to create a cure for schizophrenia.



What makes you most anxious?

What makes me most anxious? Probably when somebody is sick beside me. Not that it has happened before, as I avoid bars and nightclubs.

Other things make me anxious such as being late for an appointment, ie with the dentist, doctor or psychiatrist.

I guess even going out would make me anxious, as I have a fear of violence, so I’m afraid of the kids who do drugs.

So yeah, I think those things make me anxious. What things make you anxious, oh reader? Comment below!

What is my favorite drink?

What is your favorite drink?

One pic says it all.

Dare: Espresso. So much sugar in one container. A little bit of a caffeine hit, too.

I know I shouldn’t be drinking this, but I need it to be happy.

It is really unhealthy, but I enjoy taking it none the less. Better than alcohol.

My mission

What is your mission?

My mission is to get some relief in the lake of fire by doing as much good as I can in this life, such as almsgiving and helping others, notably my parents.

I don’t have much time to chat, as I’m going with dad out somewhere. God bless you all.

I am Master Keai

What could you do differently?

As master oogway once said ‘if she says your pipi is small, her mother you shall call.’

Just kidding. I have no quotes on that kind of ‘mastery’.

My friend just called me, but I feel like a bag of testosterone, as I’ve been on 5 days semen retention. It’s not a good feeling.

But enough on that topic, how’s everybody else going? Nobody likes my super boring blog.

I try to be celibate, but evidently, I’m still plagued by desire. I probably won’t share the dreams I had last night, either.

God bless you all.

My high school

What colleges have you attended?

Um, I went to community college before. It got shut down, as it ran out of funding from the government.

I won’t mention my high school. I got expelled from high school due to disability.

God bless my enemies. I hope they are doing well, wherever they are.

I hope God has mercy on us all.

Negative relationships

What relationships have a negative impact on you?

The relationships that have a negative impact on me? I would say ones where the other person doesn’t really respect me. This often happens at churches I go to.

Most churches are insincere. I mean the people who go to them. Even asian churches can be pretty insincere.

Another thing I don’t like is when people borrow money and never give it back. But I suppose the more I give, the less pain I will experience in hell.

Can’t complain. My life isn’t too bad.

I just hope my blog gets more popular.

Nobody has donated to me on paypal. But that’s ok. I still receive a disability support pension.

Today’s inspiration

You get to build your perfect space for reading and writing. What’s it like?

It’s like asian men: small pipi.

Just kidding. I don’t know how to answer it correctly. I suppose it gives me something to do. Though only a few people care about my opinions.

Well, I started off things irreverently because it is like when my support worker asks me a boring rhetorical question: ‘what you doing this weekend?’ Then, without thinking, I reply ‘having sex,’ which is ironic because it is something I’ve never done, and most likely never will do. BECAUSE I’M ASIAN OOOOHHHHHH!

Yes, I’m slightly racist.

I hope wordpress doesn’t take down my site LOL.

The places I want to go to

What cities do you want to visit?

Well, I choose Melbourne and Hobart, because they are cool during the summer. Brisbane summer is unbearable.

Though, I don’t think I could live there long term, unless my family came with me. My dad is very skinny, so he couldn’t take the cold. My mom is more my size, so she’d enjoy cooler weather.

I enjoy cooler weather because I can’t handle heat extremes on my dose of medication. The medication makes me more sensitive to heat extremes.

First day at something by IakovosKriegor

Tell us about your first day at something — school, work, as a parent, etc.

My first day taking communion at the Greek Church near my house was unremarkable. I did not prepare worthily for it. You have to fast from 2pm till communion at about 7pm at the church. This includes dry fasting, which I am not capable of.

But why should the church talk about dry fasting? Their members are hypocritical. The priest never responds to my text messages. My godfather never replies to my text messages or answering machine messages. Whenever somebody at the church wants you to stop talking, they say ‘you go and have a good day.’ I feel insulted by that.

Communion either has lost its mystical properties, or nobody at the church takes communion worthily.

I sure wish I had the courage to rebuke them, but usually, people don’t have enough respect to me to listen to my correction, or apply it to their lives.

Well, there isn’t any point in going to the Orthodox churches in Brisbane, then.