I apologize for taking the disability support pension instead of working and paying taxes. I apologize for making excuses as to why I can not work.
I apologize for talking to females. I know I am a sub 5 man, so I am a great burden on society, and I have no place in a girl’s life.
I apologize to all my friends who I have offended. I pray you may all forgive me.
I apologize to God, because I have been unable to love You with my whole heart, and my neighbour, made in Your image, as myself.
I apologize for consuming resources. I have no place in society.
I didn’t want to renew my subscription to WordPress, as my blog wasn’t getting noticed. I think I will lose my premium membership in May or June, can’t remember which month.
As much as I’ve enjoyed writing blogs, I believe my writings have no value to the community, as I haven’t really lived my life at all.
I try to live an Orthodox life, as a form of Christian Bushido. Bushido is a Japanese concept, where the samurai would choose to die, whenever there was a choice between saving his life by submitting to the enemy, or dying to defend his Lord. I would choose death whenever I came to that point, as I am effectively useless to society. So I would choose euthanasia over life. Or, if I was in a concentration camp where I was overworked and overtired, I’d jump off a cliff, if one was nearby.
Life is too nightmarish. I’ve been trying to improve my fitness, for that day when Australia or a power that occupies Australia would send me to a concentration camp, because I’m a burden on society. Maybe the fitter I am, mentally and physically, the longer I’d survive in a concentration camp.
God have mercy on us all!