I apologize for consuming resources

I apologize for taking the disability support pension instead of working and paying taxes. I apologize for making excuses as to why I can not work.

I apologize for talking to females. I know I am a sub 5 man, so I am a great burden on society, and I have no place in a girl’s life.

I apologize to all my friends who I have offended. I pray you may all forgive me.

I apologize to God, because I have been unable to love You with my whole heart, and my neighbour, made in Your image, as myself.

I apologize for consuming resources. I have no place in society.


A potential food crisis

I looked at the news as I opened my browser. According to the news, due to the war in Ukraine, food shortages and fuel price hikes will become common globally. Already fuel is about over 2 dollars a litre here!

Russia is a mass producer of wheat, and due to sanctions, the rest of the world can’t benefit from Russia’s wheat. Also, India had a failed harvest last summer, due to temperatures reaching 43 degrees Celsius. I probably haven’t got my facts straight, but it looks like the world is in for trouble.

We are being punished worldwide for our sins! Nobody who socially rejected or ostracised me has ever apologised to me, so they also cause a lot of spiritual negativity that is coming into effect now. My former high school never apologised for expelling me due to my disability, and look what happened to everybody! Punishment, both in this life, and the next!

I pray a lot of people who have offended me may say sorry to me. That is the only way they will come out of hell. I pray they may free themselves from hell, God have mercy on us all.

Nobody cares

I feel so cold and alone. This feels like the cold of Tartarus. Hell is both too hot and too cold at the same time.

I’d like to apologize to all my friends whom I’ve offended with my various ungrateful and evil words I’ve said to them. I hope you find it within your heart to forgive me, as I have autism and schizoaffective disorder.

Life is a nightmare. Even in the midst of comfort, we feel lonely and without God. I just hope God gives rest to all those of my family and friends who have fallen asleep – the sleep of death.

I can’t even speak other languages properly. The blogs I write are at a year 7 English standard. I tried to write Chinese and Japanese but they are at a grade 1 equivalent standard.

I give a shout out to all my qq friends who read my blog. I uninstalled qq from my tablet. Now I can’t find qq international or tencent qq in the play store. Guess Scott Morrison really hates Chinese enterprises.

Forgive me, it is all my fault. But then again, nobody cares. I will be left all alone, in the end.