I look at the majority of my posts, and I realise I have managed to keep it largely together.
But nobody cares about this blog anyway.
I hardly even make new friends here.
It’s a lonely road.
I almost cried at the library today. I tried to keep it together. I just left when I was about to cry. I wanted to cry because I have few friends and very poor social connections.
I’m still very obese. My meds don’t make me want to practice abstinence via starvation. The only way to lose weight on medication is to starve yourself.
Life is very lonely. The fact I’m dishonoured doesn’t make it any easier.
Maybe I will go to my bedroom and pray.