Well, I don’t feel 100% positive, although a lot of people right now are coping with life quite well. I am not one of them.
I did feel quite good after seeing the priest today. We talked about monasticism. Monasticism is the concept of becoming a monk or nun and living separate from the community to give oneself up to fasting and prayer.
I can not become a monk, as I eat too much. My illness isn’t stressing me at the moment, so I eat whenever I feel hungry. I try my best to resist my appetite as much as possible, to no avail.
Some of my friends don’t read my blog. I accept that. Some of my friends don’t read at all. Their loss.
I do not know what my next psychotic episode could look like, if I were to reduce the medication. I best just be content on my current dose of medication.