I have schizoaffective disorder, personally. Schizoaffective disorder is either half bipolar half schizophrenia or half schizophrenia half depression. I have the manic-depressive type.
Well, as I always try to tell myself, it is meant to teach me humility. God sends me both Christians and non-Christians who dishonour me, to make sure I am humbled by their caustic words!
Well, when I do not think I am a Saint, but seriously think I am the worst of sinners, then I will be at the summit of virtue.
Humility can be a craving for insults, and a thirst for dishonours. I still pray one day I may have humility!