It was too crowded at the shopping mall today! I really wish I had stayed home. My narcissism flared up, all because of reasons that are too embarrassing to mention.
I get angry over insignificant things. Social rejection is ok, it saves me from having to know the other person, who might be bad natured, after all!
I must develop more humility with regards to being unpopular. Well, not unpopular, but ignored and shunned. I don’t make new friends easily, as I am too depressing.
I don’t think I can make a new friend, as I am not upbeat. Sometimes, I wish I had cool things to say. Maybe if I put my head up my behind, I’ll act cool. LOL.
Whatever happens, I shouldn’t say the first thing that comes to my mind. I should always ask about that other person, rather than say how boring my life is.
I wish I had a brain that knew which topics to talk about….
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At least you’re working on yourself and trying to be better. That’s the first step in the right direction.
I tried to hang out with the cool crowd in my old high school. Total cringe! I would of been better leaving the school. I got kicked out anyway, as I went off my medication. But all things teach me humility…
Yeah trying to be a part of the cool crowd never works out well for anyone. But at least you learnt a lesson from it.