After my depot

I feel really sedated, with a lack of energy. It will take a while for my body to metabolise the anti-psychotic in the injection.

I need the depot, without it, I go mad. First, I go manic, like sleeping rough, excessive energy, then I crash, because I’m ashamed of how I behaved while manic.

Life shouldn’t have to be this way. But God is merciful. Every time something bad happens to us, we should reflect that it is a merciful punishment, and because of our sins we deserve worse punishments.

This is Mr Ke ai, signing off.


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