I’m glad I do donate to charity every now and then. Gives something for my money to do. I went with my support worker to the library and read the book titled ‘God is good for you.’ It said that Christians give 4 times as much to charity as non-religious people do. Makes me glad I fear God and the coming judgement.
Hold it together, James. You have got so much to live for. You must avoid death at all costs, for when you die, then the torments start. I doubt I will ever see paradise. Only the Saints get into heaven. You tried, you tried, you were not found worthy. Just stay in the community without consuming valuable hospital resources which could be allocated to someone more valuable than yourself.
Today was a better day than yesterday. I was praised by my friends at an English conversation group. They said I was a really good person.
The English conversation group is off for 3 weeks due to school holidays. Hope the teachers have a nice break.
Love one another. This is the great commandment from Jesus Christ. For if I don’t love others, how can I love God?